| wow thats mature |
[Jan. 20th, 2004|01:02 pm] |
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| | *nada* | ] |
obviously i knew i as wrong hence the apology entry - i dont get why we decide to bring up something that happened on December 28th
thats all im saying on the topic |
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| in computer graphics.... |
[Jan. 14th, 2004|10:17 am] |
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| |  cynical | ] |
todays off to a wondefful start and its ony 4th period.. thats sarcasm.. first of all, i talked 2 ben last night and told him that if he keeps meaningessly flirting with girls that someones going to get hurt - he said he was up really late last night thinking about it and this morning he gave me his sweatchirt and looked at me funny.. good going mary you just ruined a friendship... THEN he said he really needed 2 talk 2 me later so i went to english with him and we joked around and whatnot but after that in the hallway, he said "i think i know what you were talking about - you meant you were going to get hurt didnt you" and all i said was "your smart youll figure it out " and i walked away.. i felt like shit and iexplained everything to greg in bio so he decides 2 tell the lab table that i like ben which i wouldnt care about usually but idk.. its dif with ben i guess.. so i said something about him likeing lauren and he freaked out like "nobody knew about that" like i was the horrible person which i proboblay am BUT no one knew about ben either.... o.O.. so now gregs deciding 2 point out everything ive ever done to him and bringing up things from last year so i guess this means im in a fight with him WHICH SUX b/c most of my other friends --minus those who read this-- are in love with ben too... I AM NEVER GOING TO TELL PEOPLE WHO I LIKE AGAIN! aparently once i started likeing him and i told alicia she told jenna and it started this chain reactio n of people who like him now... great.. wonderful.. o happy day |
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| i heartchu..... |
[Jan. 11th, 2004|01:59 pm] |
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| |  <im not really lol | ] |
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| | electric six- HIGH VOLTAGE [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<fire [...] disco!!>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] electric six- HIGH VOLTAGE <fire in the disco!!> | ] |
o my dear word.. ive seen big fish and its one of my favoritest movies n_n .. i laughed, i cried *sigh* it was wonderful.. this has been the most social weekend ive had in a long time which is surprising considering greg was gone... on friday me ween and sarah went ice skating with melissa, new kid, jonkey, domminica, steph, meg and im sure other cool kids im forgetting... i despise sports plus still.. ANYWHO.. so yea, that was uber entertaining and we didnt get home till around 10:30 .. then on sat. me, ween and our fathers *2 franks!* went to an islanders/rangers game and it was terrific :) after the game gave me 1 hr 2 get ready to go 2 the movies 2 see big fish *sigh again* and i saw douggie up in thurr... i talked 2 john for 1/2 hr b4 i left tho ... and we talked about our future marraige..? we are a couple of wierd kids.. and ive been talking to ben marshall all weekend... hes pretty cool.. yea.. id do him.. lol haha .. o my im hyper.. |
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[Jan. 5th, 2004|12:46 pm] |
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theres nothing to doooooooooooooo......... |
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[Jan. 5th, 2004|12:45 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
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| | moulin rouge soundtrack | ] |
it really sucks... |
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| mmhmm |
[Jan. 2nd, 2004|09:56 pm] |
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| |  awake | ] |
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| | david bowie | ] |
i decided to go against my antisocial ways and actually call people so yes... me erin and ben marshall got together and had a wonderful adventure a cuple days ago - ben is def a cool kid even tho he decided to chosse paintballing over me and erin tonight and gregs in valley stream and john went to borders.. yea so me and erin decided to go to friendlys tonight and when i called everybody they were like 'o .. im too cool' except for john who actually called me to invite me to go to borders with him and i wasnt about to ditch erin for a guy b/c that is way lame so we decided wer seeing a movie tomorrow oto make up for tonight i guess...hmm...
SPEAKING of which..
not to sound like and uber-slut but im in need of some serious macking lol .. everyone else is and its so wierd.. i feel left out hahaha yes so im going shopping for a guy.. if you got any hott friends preffibly male - let me know hahah just kidding i dont feel like random-macking.. and im rambaling so i think im going to stop.. o_O |
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| regretfull |
[Dec. 30th, 2003|10:25 pm] |
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| |  crappy | ] |
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| | dashboard confessional | ] |
im sorry for my bitched-up entry yesterday .. yea im a terrible person and im really really sorry and if i offended anyone pplleeaassee let me know because i swear i didnt mean it - i was just annyoed that i was being antisocial and more mad beacsue i put myself there so once again- im sorry! i love you all.. i promise |
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| bored... |
[Dec. 28th, 2003|09:37 pm] |
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| | lonely | ] |
| [ | music |
| | *none* | ] |
i've seen one person this entire vacation and that is dooley.. ive talked to three people for 5 mins each on the phone and they are: john, greg and brittany.. two only once though... greg called me to tell me hes definately accepted in the exchange program-go figure- and to inform me of his upcoming date with brittany which he PROMISED me he'd call me the next day and if not then on christmas.. he never did and im not giving him the benefut of calling him back because i've obviously been replaced by a cheerleader- go figure once again- so that doesn't help with the whole 'mary not being cool' factor... NEXT - brittany Leslie called also to inform me of her upcoming date with mcgreggins aka greg- who i shall also add PROMISED to call me and let me know how it went... so lets look at the facts here: brittany and greg call to say they have a date both promise to call me back and let me know how it goes and i dont here from either of them in a week.. pleasant... onto the next.. john.. ahh john.. well john's granpa has taken a turn for the worst and is in the hospital yet again for the 3rd time this month.. so hes staying in mineola with his grandma to watch her while his grandpa is in the hospital.. so im limiting our phone calls due to the fact of the embarassment when his grandma picks up the phone... and thats everyone thats called me.. i hung out with dooley once for 10 mins then again another night for like 8 hours...
so really i have no social life and apparently people are too preoccupied such as jenna, casey, kaity and alicia with each other and some other people with reuinifications and im being a butthead b/c its not like im making a fucking effort to do anything .. sorry.. im xtremely cranky and im obviously in the wrong right now...
goodnight dear void |
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| blahhhhh... |
[Dec. 22nd, 2003|09:55 pm] |
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| |  creative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | me and the moon | ] |
1 Are you a virgin: yes
2 Are you single: yes...
3 If so, whats your guys/girls name: --
4 What grade are you in? 10th
5 Did you skip any grades: no
6 What is your approx. GPA: 90?
7 Do you goof off in school: of course
8 Do you like to back talk: all the time
9 Who do you like better, mom or dad:hmmm...
10 Do you sing: yes...
11 Can you sing good: i dunno
12 What is your fave. sport: lacrosse
13 Do you like your name: its kinda of an oxymoron.. that whole 'virgin mary' thing jk jk
14 If no, why not:
15 If yes, how come: i dont know any others...
16 If you could change it what would you change it to: Sakura
17 Do you plan on having kids: sure...
18 Who do you think you'll end up marrying: think and want are different..
19 What kind of career do you want: architect..?
20 Do you plan on going to college: yea.. Marymount then transfer a semester abroad to Trinity
1 What do you think of yourself: geeky
2 What do you look for in the opposite sex: personality and not to sound shallow- but looks help lol
3 What do you like about yourself: i dont lol jk i dunno
4 What are your goals in life: make people around me happy
5 What kind of computer do you have: gateway..?
6 What are you allergic to: caffiene.. yea im a wierdo
7 What was your fave. subject in school: art.. der
8 What is your least fave subject in school: math
9 What extra curricular activities did you take part in during school: im still in school..
10 What are you doing right now: typing
11 What time is it right now: 10:05
12 What color is your hair now: blonde-ish
13 What color was your hair when you were born: brown-ish
14 What kind of pets do you have: dog,
16 What is underneath your bed: a box of summer clothes
17 What is in your dresser drawers: hidden thongs lol
18 What do you wear to bed: flannels and a tank top
19 What is your fave. ice cream: vanilla
20 What is your fave. car: 1960 Shelby GTS
21 What is your fave. movie: fight club
22 What is your fave. quote: so many boys.. not enough asprin
23 What is your fave. book: Sloppy Firsts
24.Whatt is your fave. fruit: cherries
26 What is your fave. veggie: lettuce
27 What is your fave. television show: The OC
28 What is your fave. radio station: 92.9
29 What is your fave. smell: yo mamma.. ha i dunno
30 What is your fave. sound: ahh.. pianos
31 What is your fave. board game: Clue - represent son
32 What is your fave. hangout: Port Jeff i guess
33 What is the last movie you saw at the theatre: i think it was intolerab;e cruelty with mike difranco .. wow .. that was a really long time ago...
34 What is the last movie you saw at home: Two Towers
35 What is the last movie you saw with your best friend: haha ao ok i dont know that one.. way too long ago
36 What is your favorite hobby: dping ur mom
37 What is your favorite holiday: St. Patricks day
38 What is your favorite thing to do in the summer: beach... def...
39 What is your favorite thing to write: in my diary
40 What is your favorite font: curlz mt
1 Who was your fave teacher: Fiorelli
2 Who was your least fave teacher: ST. John
3 Who do you miss the most right now: greg and john...
4 Who has made an impact on your life: everyone in their own ways
5 Who do you look up to: no one
6 Who is your dumbest friend: aww i cant describe my friends as dumb b/c then i wouldnt be a friend
7 Who is your smartest friend: there are different kinda of smart...
8 Who do you resemble: my ublce.. ok.. i look like a man
9 Who do you have a crush on: im confused
11 Who makes you smile the most: my friends... all of them
12 Who makes you laugh the loudest: o dear god i nearly pee my pants every time greg laughs
13.who made you cry: greg 10 minutes ago
14 Who do you talk to the most: dooley
15 Who do you talk to the least: peopl i dont like..?
16 Who knows the most about you: well everyone knows something but thres not one specific person who knows everything so im not sure
17 Who knows the least about you: my mom
18 Who seems to be the most down to earth person you know: my friend... hes an ant..
19 Who is the most popular friend you have: dude i dont know what happened but im friends with brittany leslie and she wins this one
20 Who has it easier...guys or girls? guys! have they EVER experienced cramps??!!
1 Where were you born aka what hospital: St. Charles
2 Where do you live now aka what town?: Mount Sinai
3 Where do you wish you lived?: the city
4 Where do you want to go on your honeymoon: Ireland
5 Where do you want to go to for vacation: yo mammas house is the best getaway
6 Where were your parents born: ny?
7 Where were your grandparents born: funny joke.. b/c im gonna know that and all
8 Where was your last vacation to (out of state): North Carolina
9 Where are you right now: in my house
10 Where do you plan on moving to: not sure...
1 When are you going back to school: a week i think '
2 When are you graduating: 2006
3 When do you get to drive: when i get my license lol
4 When are you going shopping: not till after christmas- lines are too long
5 When are you going out to eat: i dunno..
6 when are you planning on cleaning your room: just did BOOYA
7 When do you want to get married: after college
8 Whne you are 21 what do you plan on doing?: drink...legally...lol
9 When are your parents birthdays: why d ou care? 10 When are your siblings birthdays: theres too many and i dont feel like typing them all
11 When do you go to sleep: when i fall asleep
12 When do you wake up: when i wake up
13 When are you usually online: depends...
14 When you were little, did you like to dance: of course.. i wanted to be a ballerina tehe.. no jokes
15 When you go to bed what do you think of: sex.. theres no sense in lying..
1 Do you save AOL conversations: depends with whom
2 Do you swear: fuck no!
3 Do you save emails: no
4 Do you save peoples pics they send you: def
5 Do you know how to make web sites: yes
6 Do you sleep with a nightlight: no- i cant sleep with light
7 Do you sleep with any stuffed animals: one teddy bear from justin and one from john - i dont 'sleep' with them mind you.. its more of me just being lazy and not movgin them
8 Do you like the person that sent this to you: o with all my dear heart
9 Do you know how to fold clothes: i do laundry thank you very much...
10 Do you like to swim: yes
11 Do you like to kiss: who deosnt?
12 Do you enjoy reading: all the mother time
13 Do you enjoy writing: yea but ot in school
14 Do you play board games: mmhmm
15 Do you still play with kids toys: sorry no
16 Do you like the singer Joe: i like one song
17 Do you like Rap: ew no
18 Do you like Pop: josh groban
19 Do you like alternative:yes
20 Do you like Country: yes.. i like counrty to die |
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| whoa... |
[Dec. 20th, 2003|08:15 pm] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the verve- sonnet | ] |
ok.. first of all... 5 days till christmas! and im majorly stoked .. its not even that im getting presents its more of me just giving presents 2 my sisters .. i want to see their faces lol .. anywho- yesterday was so much fun! i loved giving presents! and i love love love love everything i got- i happen to be wearing devan's necklace right now- how hardocre is that? last night was off the shizzle minus mary having to work... but i had so much fun in the 1 1/2 hour i was there .. yea i kinda wish i was there for longer so i could chazill with my secret love thats not so secret b/c im married to her -devan- i think i kissed EVERYONE goodbye last night? lol i def kissed hoffman < dude all this was strictly cheek so im not a TOTAL slut haha .. ya know whats wierd? i kissed GREG twice... like i didnt even think about it... he was the first one i kissed when i was about to leave b/c he said 'wheres my kiss goodbye?' so i did then i kissed my wife, melissa, sarah and hoffman but THEN i kissed greg again..im insane in the membrane i tell you... yes so i shall continue with my last minute wrapping but ill try 2 update later... highly unlikely considering im the laziest mofo from here to guam..
*peace,love,organic mud* |
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